onixgreystone

Wow haven't updated this journal in almost a year. I guess I'm writing this as a form of therapy for some stress relief......
So I have gotten a job (not a great job but something to put money in my pocket). It's a pain in the ass sometimes, while other times okay. I have gotten close to some of my co-workers which have made it a bit more bearable at that place. Now I go to school full-time again for the past 2 semesters because I want to get the hell out of school. Unfortunately I have just realized that I don't want to continue in my major because I really don't like it which sucks because I believe I'm more than half-way through. So I'm gonna try & suck it up & finish it. I think I almost had a semi-break down or 2 due to the stress of school, work, home & other things in my life. Went to the doctors & finally got a physical in God knows how many years only to find out that everything in my body is low (bad & good cholesterol, blood pressure, vitamins/nutrient intake) [getting close to danger low] & that I'm so dehydrated that my organs are starting to slow down & could possibly start shutting down; too bad I couldn't say my weight was low, smh. ARIES (my laptop) had gotten a vicious trojan virus which kind of killed it. With the help of my bf we were able to revive it for about another 3 months but recently its having problems again this time with the hard-drive & possibly with the disc reader so might put it to rest; it did really good, had it for like 6-7 years. Now I have SHINIGAMI (new laptop) and so far so good but I think I still want to keep ARIES more personal use and SHINIGAMI for some personal most more school purposes. I have also working on my weight issues (I'm not really huge but I'm not happy with my weight) this past week; joined a mostly 24 hr gym & 2nite will be my 3rd session. I have already noticed a change which is helping me balance out the negative stuff in my life. Now I gotta really try & focus more on being organized, schedule/manage my days/time better and to learn to be more knowledgable (even if it's a little bit) on anything & everything.

oh no....i got edward cooties....must wash skin with blistering hot water.....da, ya did me dirty......

Just a quick entry....

Yes, this prof. for my desktop publishing class is good...in fact she's real nice. For once I don't have a crazy female prof. on wed. between 2-7pm. Now I won't be completely biased on female professors in this school.

So for the past 3 semesters in City Tech, on Wednesday's from 2-7pm, I would get female professors that were in there 40's or older that would drive me nuts. My first one I argued with because she didn't like what I saw in my own picture...WTF! So when 1 of my classmates tried to come in my defense she shut them down & said I had to convince her. So being me, I told her that it didn't matter what I said cause clearly she had made up her mind & I basically compared her to a shooter who had planned to kill (yeah I know not the most mature/professional thing to do but she was pissing me off).
The 2nd one was always talking down to us like we were 2 years old. I mean before the class even started she would complain to us that we're in college, we should take her class seriously, blah, blah, blah. Now if she wanted to rant & rave she should have done it on her own time & not mine. I'm not sitting in that class for 3 hours so you can talk about how some students are whatever when I'm doin' MY work; take THEM to the side after class & deal with THEM. Also she was afraid to be around me...I think she thought I was gonna jump her & beat her ass (the thought did cross my mind but because of our size, weight and age difference I decided against it).
Last semester once again I got a crazy female prof. who was ancient. I mean she was teaching for like 20+ yrs before I was even a thought. This woman would do what the 2nd one did; complain for 30+ minutes about the class. The only good thing was that we had computers in this class w/ internet access so whenever she went on her rants, I went online & ignored her. Also if we didn't do projects her way she took away points....I wanted to smack her but was afraid she would crumble to dust if I laid a hand on her. Plus never ever tell me I can't go to the bathroom. I was like just cause you haven't had your menstrual cycle since before Christ, does not mean I & the rest of the class don't. But for all 3 classes even though the professors didn't like me I got an A...so to all 3 professors
This semester I got another Wednesday class round the same time (I know I said no more but it was the only 1 available) & it's a female...BUT she might be okay. I've only had her once but from what I got from her in that 3 hour class I think she might be the one to break the cycle (I know...mad dramatic but I reeeaalllyy thought that I could never get a decent Wed. class from 2-7pm w/ a female prof.) Let's see where it goes from here.....

another semester with problems on wednesdays with a female professor. i mean seriously wtf did i do! in my other skool i had no problems w/ any of the professors but in this skool wednesdays are cursed for me if the professor is female and in her 40s or older. this one i have is ancient. i mean she's been teaching at that college (& that was like her 3rd job) since before i was born. not for nothing but i think after a certain time people need to retire especially if u don't remember wat u wrote to students; she made me fix my paper & i fixed it exactly to wat she wanted & she gave me a fuckin c! wtf!!!! i swear some1 in that skool just wants me to throw a fuckin desk/chair at some1....i know thatz not mature or right but dammit it'll make me feel better. i think this is my last semester of goin to skool on wed. cuz i'm gettin sick of this shyt.